Long time no speak! It feels good to say that me not writing on this blog isn’t down to procrastination and laziness. I have actually been sorting my life out and making plans for the very near future (In between naps). I’m not going to go into any detail about any plans until they happen as to not jinx things!
But one exciting thing did happen! I am now engaged to the most amazing man! So yeah, that happened on 11th January 17. This is the happiest I have ever been in my entire life, and that is not just because of Alex, of course he has added to my happiness greatly, but it is also that I’m trying to make changes to make my life better and doing more things that make me happy. There is still days when I feel like giving up and everything seems pointless, but the next day things usually seem better.
Also, I am learning Japanese, and I feel that doing that really helps me focus on something positive. So when I feel restless and like I’m not doing anything with my life, I learn more Japanese which makes me feel like I have accomplished something. Plus, I really enjoy it!
You may be sitting there thinking that things will never get any better for you, and I used to think exactly that. But I can say that if you make small positive changes everyday that you will start having more good days.
That is all for now,
Until next time 🙂
Love, Maz x